saturday!!!!

woke up early today....12+ already cannot sleep liao despite the fact i slept ard 7am in the morning!wake played abit game.....slacked awhile more...changed den go out to watch "bride wars", the movie was nice hilarious.....walked ard vivo....den went to me friends to go l4d....hehe...after that home......at 8 in the morning again! lolz.....

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Guang yu

i am sorry for giving u the feeling i toying you...pls dun think that way

if wat happened makes u think that way...den nvm...won happen again

just wan to let u know every bit from me is true...wouldnt come all the way

here crying, chasing for you only to give up because of the same reason as

your x right?? if u dun really convinced...like i always said...let time prove

itself to u k?

LOVE YOU LOTS SHIRLEY

hehe....going to hw farewell dinner now.....almost spent the whole day doing nothing at home again....going office later....

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Guang yu

doing nothing

spent the whole day at home doing absolutely nothing.....i dun like it....so bored....

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Guang yu

day3

went for company lo hei in the morning...wth i reached alone the rest of the my grp ppl haven reached....went to eat alone until my mentor came....

very looking forward to meeting someone today...

we meet up around 1+ someone was late today...hehe...nvm take ur time its ok de...
went to watched "inkheart" not a bad show...how nice if really someone can read out ur story alive...i be happy to noe this silver tongue person.....haha...went walk walk around from esplanande...one fullerton...citylink.....suntec....phew....leg pain liao...after that went home liao...tired but happy today.....

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Guang yu

two days in a row we met....lets me remember the time we spent last time when u go "chalet"

was very happy to watch the movie with u, sry if i made u feel boring walking so long distance with me.

dunno when will see u again but will learn to miss u more this way...if i made u feel awkward from wat i did sorry....won do it again...the ans i gave u when u ask wat if u left is true...in case u forget..."if u wanna go i let u go, having u but not ur heart is pointless, cried i already cried le, i believe, if its urs, even if u let go, she will come back to you de eventually"

I LOVE U SHIRLEY

day 2

chu er.....something different this yr.....chu er i go out with my friend already.....saw my cousin clarence on the way riding out of house....surprised to find out his girlfriend stayed closed to my friend wahaha....wat a coincidence.....

met my friend at jurong pt....we went to walk around.....after that went to hw house played abit blackjack den home ard 2......watched abit tv....ard 3 den i crashed out liao....need to wake up early tomolo for company lou hei....

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Guang yu

very happy to see u today...missing u very badly....

always wanted to tell u i love u face to face...finally

able to tell u today le....might be abit bored going out

with me....but i will try to find things keep u entertained de

love u lots lots shirley

day 1....

da nian chu yi......same rountine....always hate my mom this day...wake me up say i am late...in the end i dressed all up liao...they still walking here and there make me wait...den after that go out late say is my fault....freak!

went to my dad's side first...was boring....this year stayed abit longer than usual...went to mom's side ard 6+......

went home ard 11+ cause dad complaining tired.....played game till 2+ donny called go played l4d....that gamer addict hahahah!!!!!until 6+ den reach home....tired lucky this year day 2 not going anywhere....

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Guang yu

new year eve

did nothing much today....stayed home...play game till its time to eat dinner.....eat eat eat....as usual dad saying the same thing every year....after that went to chinatown with hw,py,wyar and wy....its much more quieter this year...not like last year squeezing here and there everywhere.....

went home sleep ard 2....yawnz!!!

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Guang yu

just woke up....think will be a very boring saturday.....tomolo will be chinese new year eve liao....not sure tonight going anywhere anot....might be going friend house to eat cause he invited us all....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

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Guang yu

i miss you alot....hehe learnt this from u the....

hope no one finds out

i love u lotz shirley

friday again

somehow find time past very slow this few days.....meet ed in the afternoon...bring him go take his bike in the evening....went to MP....had supper...played lan till 7 in the morning.....yawnz!!!been sometime since i came home this early!!lolz....

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Guang yu

rest

stayed home the whole day rest at home....charging myself up.....

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Guang yu

home interior...

went to ikea walked today looking around home interior deco....very nice their concept....wished my own home like that too....

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Guang yu

worst

going throught the worse phase of my life now......going to get even worse....wat a way to start 2009......

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Guang yu

monday blues...

having monday blues......

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Guang yu

sunday....

had a bad morning....but though with a bad headache...had a very memorable evening....thanks to someone.....

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Guang yu

staying home...

think staying home rest today.....not much program either.....

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Guang yu

visits

went to visit ed today...watched mamma mia at his house...it was nice....though i almost fell asleep due to tiredness at one part...haha....

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Guang yu

problems

"Problems will not be solved just by looking at it,
instead why not look at the solutions to the problems?"

something which my mentor told me quite often....a little story nothing to do with christianity its just a strong example which hit me strong....think its taken from the show "facing the giant"

there is this person, he was a strong believer of god, he was a very faithful and loyal believer, until one day everything came crashing downn on him, wife left with kids, lost his job, wrecked his car everything was so unlucky, yet he didnt do anything about it, so one day he went to a pastor to confess about his problems, he asked "oh father! why izzit that i am so loyal to god he doesnt help me?" to which the father replied....."imagine son, there is this two farmer, during a drought season one prepares the field in waiting for the drought to be over and another just simply sit and wait till its over before he start preparing, which one do u think god will help?the one preparing or the one sit and waiting?"

it got me thinking....cannot sit and wait......

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Guang Yu

another day...

been trying to wake up early this few days....very tiring though...yesterday go out almost stoned...thanks to someone lend me shoulder to rest i felt much better....

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Guang yu

lazy....

starting to get lazy to blog......this is a very bad sign.....must keep going!!!

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Guang yu

to be

to be making this decision....the consequences i already thought all about it le....u ask how they will think....i already told u liao.....its firm...its wat i believe now.....

"will u be there when i need u when the time comes?"

i might bring ed along in with me seeing as how we grown up together.....i really hope he will walk this part with me once again.....whether he wans to join anot is now entirely up to him le....u are the only one who knows everything now.....

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Guang yu

someone noticed!

haha....eugene u very alert ar.....haha.....least someone noticed wats going on....

today went to ikea with a fren looked around....alot of new layouts...they are nice...wish to use them as my future room layout....haha....went orchard ard 2+??phew its been some time since i go orchard on a sunday after i left LP....saw dom but didnt talked to him as he was busy rearranging cardboxes....

was a happy day today.....thanks to u know who.....hope we can find the "transparent" staircase soon......

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keep reading ba eugene.....u'll know wat happen soon....

Guang yu

3 types of ppl....who fail

yesterday went to a talk and learnt about three types of ppl who dun usually succeed....there could be more but seems like these are the typical three......are u one of them????

1.)The Time Waster(浪费时间的人）
-->common excuse - Hard!its so hard!!!
i dunno earn so much money for wat!?!?!?
No Dreams, No Goals, cant find meaning in life,
Soul is dead at age of 20Yrs, but body only cremated at the age of 70Yrs...wasting the last 50 yrs doing nothing!

2.)The Blamers（整天埋怨的人)
-->Blame everyone, father, mother, friends, time, society, education system, everything under the sky BUT HIMSELF!

"its not my fault, he didnt do the job well!", "he's Got Talent!I dun!", "his Father is rich!Mines not!"

3.)The Believer who dun believe in himself(什麽都相信但自己的人）
-->Believe in animals, stones, Betting, wood, anything fiction.....but himself....

"i dun think i can do it", "i am not smart enough", "lets just wait for the lottery this week!", "this water can make u rich, if u wipe on ur house number three times!", "I AM STUPID!"

do take a min to think about it ppl.....hehe....gave me some thoughts over whether i am any of them...

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Guang yu

small post....

was looking through someone's blog today....only to realise that she has been blogging abt me.....but in very very small words.....saw only today....took me so long to find out.....lousy me....

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Guang yu

tick tick tick

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being careful

u dun have to becareful with wat u say......i know the line and where i stand now.....so dun worry.......u tell me to becareful of u.....instead u should be more careful of me....

i am trying not to be careful with my words instead.....if u get wat i mean.....but i noe not to cross that line.....(^_^)

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Guang yu

home...

Spent the whole day at home today......

a little response to "u-know-who" no need to thank me de.....i enjoy my time with u too....

dunno wat to say today......ending here....

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Guang yu

another night

spent another night outside last night.....went to see the red house which is locked now....that place not that scary any more now that the place is opened up on the other side not like last time with all the trees covering up....och....den bedok jetty...finaly bought mac over to labrador to eat....after that home....wasnt really that tired but someone cannot tong already....haha lousy.....

but think might be some time b4 we get to spend time like that again....was fun thank you.....wondering how it'll be had all this happened earlier....haha....but whatever now that is we are just frens only.....

hope u enjoyed my company though abit boring on some part.....

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Guang yu

sunrise memories....

today watched my first sunrise.....it was special....because.....i dun wish to say....didnt get to really see it but was enough le.....to be able to spend time together.....was really fun....thanks for acc me go loyang ar....haha.....will have a chance to see the real thing de now that u noe where to go.....

packing my room today....dun think can finish within one night....tomolo might spend whole day finishing it up.....den will be phase two to do painting....blueeee......den will be the stars and the moon.....haha...been thiking for some time le....going to act like a child now....

partners propose to me an alternative plan today......much better den the way we been doing now.....gave me up till this weekend to give my final decision....perhaps my mind is already set in wat i wanna do le.....dun think its gonna change for now.....

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Guang yu

run.....

heard a chinese version of this song today on one of the channel 8 show just now reminds me of this song which i heard during my secondary sch days....gave me some strength to move on that time....seems like it still has the same effect on me now....and it suits perfectly about wat i am going to do in this new 09.....not much to say...heres the lyrics below.....

the song name is "run" by collective soul

Are these times contagious
I've never been this bored before
Is this the prize I've waited for
Now with the hours passing
There's nothing left here to insure
I long to find a messenger
Have I got a long way to run
Have I got a long way to run
Yeah, I run....
Is there a cure among us
From this processed sanity
I weaken with each voice that sings
Now, in this world of purchase
I'm going to buy back memories
To awaken some old qualities
Have I got a long way to run
Have I got a long way to run
Yeah, I run....
Yeah, I run....
Have I got a long way
Have I got a long way
Have I got a long way to run
Have I got a long way to run
Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run)
Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run)
Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run)
Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run)



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Guang yu

first....

today went to watch my first movie alone at cine.....quite a new experience.....watched bedtime stories....pretty funny show....now i know wat it feels like watching a movie alone...its not that bad....

came over to friend house to blog for a while since my sis is home the whole day and i dun have a com to use....wish i can get my own lappy soon.....thats all for today...

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Guang yu