limits.....

how long can i keep this up.......i dunno....i'll just hang in there till i really breakdown...i noe ignorance of her presence is not the ultimate solution....but i dun wan to do that....not because i hate her...but because i too guilty to face her.....help from other ppl is really not helping much....no one noes.....been thinking about wats it like on the last few mins of my life....talked about it to hanlong...haha....thanks bro for listening to my fears....thanks to the ppl who called me when they saw the previous blog....dun worry....i am still around.....thanks for the care...

was looking through jeremy's blog a while ago.....miss him though wondering hows he doing in the afterlife....."HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU JEREMY!!"

CANT THINK OF ANYTHING NOW......

missing _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.......but pointless....................................................................................................... (V_V)

good night everyone....