Wednesday, December 31, 2008

time.....

its time......perhaps only one person will know wat i am doing if she remembers......

i already told my partners about my situation...last day of work is end of jan....after that u know what happen le.......

32......(^_^)

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

quietly..

Girl....if u are reading this...i believe u have ur reasons for saying all that...watever that is i will understand de.....perhaps now u cant make any decision i dun blame u....and i dun hate u or anything......

i will still go on with my life.....with u in my heart till the day u can turn to look at me once again....when u really freedom i will be standing here waiting whether ur heart still have me anot.....the song i sent u is not for nothing it means everything i been trying to tell u.....perhaps u won understand...try asking someone else ba....cause for me now to tell u anything will only cause u more pressure and distance between us.....i dun wan to be like the malay guy who keeps telling u only to be his gf...i let u choose now just that there is no time frame for this decision.....we are friends now and i will respect that....i will not step over the line....no more hugs no more misses.....just a fren......

i am here quietly.....standing and guarding in the dark...u won even know i was here at all....

byl,HNR(u should noe wat it means),pig.......

FOR ANOTHER "S"!!!!!!

6 YRS AGO I SWORE NOT TO TEAR FOR ANOTHER GIRL AGAIN........I DIDNT FAIL....CAUSE I CRIED TOTALLY.....WHY IS EVERYONE THE SAME?!?!?!DUN GIVE ME FALSE HOPE ONLY TO GIVE ME 1001 REASONS WHY WE CANT BE TOGETHER YET GIVING ME THE HAPPY MEMORIES AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!I AM SPEECHLESS NOW BY WAT U SAID GIRL!!! I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED BY EVERYTHING......ALL U TOLD ME AND PROMISED ME IS A LIE.......IF U CANT MAKE THAT PROMISE IN THE FIRST PLACE DEN DUN DO IT......I NOE U WON SAY BECAUSE U ARE TOO KIND HEARTED LE....BUT HAVE U EVER THOUGHT THAT UR INDECISION CAUSED MORE HURT THAT WAY......

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Friday, December 26, 2008

decision....

decided to change my blog name finally......thinking of not using that nick anymore.....09's coming time for a little change......09's a crucial year for me.....hope there will be good results.....wish me luck ppl!!!