Monday, October 15, 2007

Decisions, decisions, decisions

been thinking much this few days regarding her request to transfer...the day she told me she had made up her mind that she wanted to transfer, i felt sad, persuaded her not to do so...but its useless....sides i am someone in no position to stop her....so now wat i can only do is that hope she'll be happy in amk and pray that THAT PERSON won try anything funny...so as long she is happy i am happy for her, its no use holding her back if shes gonna be unhappy working here....she told us that she come look for us when she have the time.....wonder when will that be....

tried asking her out again though but yet again my timing was all wrong...her grandfather is hospitalized so it means its a off thing again, well cant blame anyone, offered to cover her shift on sunday even though i whole week didnt took any off and my 1st-in-charge was planning to put me off on that day, but guess this is the most i can do for her now....trying to be there for her, and doing my best to keep her happy....this is all i can do now, for now, and in the near future.maybe to her all this might seem like nothing in her eyes....yet it means alot to me...

Didnt have much sleep for the whole week...max only 4 hours have to wake up go work...so tired...brain not working cant think properly, stared at customer practically when she asked me for sizes haha....anyway...i will be adding a chat box in my blog here....do hope to see ya guyz chat here when u free...if response is not good maybe i just cancel it off....just trying out and see how it goes....think thats all for now....i really dunno what and how to put to words wat i wanna say for now....

For "HER":Neng Gou Gei Ni Zi You, Zhe Huo xu jiu shi wo neng gou gei ni de wen rou, wo jue ding bu yao rang ni li kai de yi yi bu she shi ni nan guo, suo yi xi wang ni hui kuai le, mo mo de shou hu zhe ni, zhe jiu shi wo xian zai neng zuo de, ran hou tian tian qi wang zhe yi tian ni hui fa xian wo de cun zai.....