Sweet days....ALL RUINED BY ONE PERSON

hmmm....its been sometime since i blogged....wonder anyone still reads it...haha....this three weeks a lot has happened....Fell for someone yet no feelings returned.....FOUND OUT A TRUE SIDE OF A "FRIEND NO MORE".....i feel so betrayed!!because of ur own selfishness.....u ruined everything that i built up in that three weeks....PLEASE and dun come and tell me that u cant help it....ITS A FUKING LAME EXCUSE.....to think i treat like a bro, this is the shit u gave me?!?!!?THANKS LEH!THANKS VERY MUCH LEH!!!AND DUN COME AND ACT KE LIAN WITH ME....I DUN GIVE U A SHIT!!!

i actually dun wish to recap much of these three weeks so think only few of my close friends really noe what happen...thanks guyz for listening to my whining these few weeks....

wan apologise to "HER" for making her feel so hurt that day....to actually make u believe me...i guess its very hard and esp when u dun really noe me well.....i not sure if u still hate me like wat u smsed me that day i still be here even though if u do....perhaps i shldnt had told u wat actually happened wat u do not noe wont hurt u....but yet....its even more Fu*ked up not to tell u...but never would i thought the outcome would had become like this....I AM REALLY SORRY (v_v,)

to the one whos been helping me all the time....i really wanna say thank u alot perhaps without u i would had felt so lost man, thanks for being my ears and my eyes by scouting for news on u noe wat.esp the night when u told me bout someone's arrival which made me so mad, and for introducing me the very relaxing 8TH floor man!its really a nice getaway from the busy life below there ya...haha....looking forward to this monday fishing trip....lolz....

it seems like to actually win a person's trust its so hard....but yet to lose it can actually happen within matter of mins....true friends are really hard to find guyz...treasure them....to me...CHENG! where are you?!?!?come out man...eating wind days nowadays getting lesser with u wahaha.....sorry sidetracked abit.....i just hope now for things between the two of us can return to normal....it might seem a bit better today le...but still very unsure about tomolo..can just change back anytime...haiz...here is another reason more for me to go back into time....think i typed too much for now le...maybe see next time when i get a chance to use a com den i blog again...my sis been hogging the com so i dun have much to use le sadz

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!

*for "HER": to u who ever needs someone, i'll be here and hope u'll realise me standing here waiting and waiting