Monday, May 23, 2011

拼什么???

我在拼什么 在意什么最多
人群走了 灯光不在 场地凌乱
太多情绪 显得相爱 想听很难
讽刺怀疑 总是很酸 一路纠缠
冷眼冷语 不看不管 心却敏感
路灯擦亮午夜车窗 像泪光闪闪
想要跟谁温暖的交谈
却只有我和孤单
早上匆匆忙忙出门时 好在有灯忘了关
像谁坚持等了整夜要给我陪伴

我在拼什么 在意什么最多
为了什么 又累又寂寞
不怕别人误会了
就怕最在乎的人也不想懂
有些时候我会做梦
盼望 回过头你在身后
温柔看我 没有不快乐
没有逼我做抉择
懂我拼什么 懂我最宝贝你了

人群走了 灯光不在 场地凌乱
太多情绪 显得相爱 想听很难
讽刺怀疑 总是很酸 一路纠缠
冷眼冷语 不看不管 心却敏感
路灯擦亮午夜车窗 像泪光闪闪
想要跟谁温暖的交谈
却只有我和孤单
早上匆匆忙忙出门时 好在有灯忘了关
像谁坚持等了整夜 要给我陪伴

我在拼什么 在意什么最多
为了什么 又累又寂寞
不怕别人误会了
最怕最在乎的人也不想懂
有些时候我会做梦
盼望 回过头你在身后
温柔看我 没有不快乐
没有逼我做抉择
懂我拼什么 懂我最宝贝你了
懂你让我多痛

Thursday, April 28, 2011

living life as if its was ur last day is BULL***T????

chanced upon an article written by one of my management associates who is also a mentor of mine, he talked abt this thing abt living life as if it was ur last day, how he will spend it, some funny parts i remembered is this i try to recap here as i am @work now and cant get the actual arcticle,

"perhaps i'll first take a loan with huge over draft of over millions(hey!limited liabilty upon death right??)gather all my family, friends and close ones and treat them to a good dinner, drive a lamborghini along orchard with the sun roof open and start throwing notes of $2 which i changed at the bank to see the rushing crowd behind as i drive past, enjoying every moment until the time comes at night to await for my final moment....the next thing i know my alarm sounds me up time to go to work, hey wait! i am supposed to be dead why do i have to go to work?yesterday was my last day!

Great!

now i have to drag my body to work as usual but with the fact that i had millions of debts to banks to repay,

heres the catch perhaps its not really the right way to say living life as if it's ur last day, how abt living life by giving your best as if it was your last day??"

when this mentor of mine wrote this article, it struck back to me a death envision i used to have thinking about how it'll be like in the last moments of my life in my deathbed, will i rest in the bed of a hospital or back in my home with my close ones? it send shivers down my spine whenever i think abt this and looking around the same time thinking how some things will outlive me and go on for generations....

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!AND LIVE LIFE PUTTING IN UR BEST AS IF IT WAS YOUR LAST DAY!

2011 in this year might be a chance to really change things, with all the regional expansion plans and the revolution we are creating, to all my fellow leaders and team members how ur life is going to be this year depends on how we fight back this time, lets give it all to make WLPL to grow and eventually outgrow SS21!

remember!

LIFE IS A SUM OF ALL YOUR CHOICES, WHAT U CHOSE YESTERDAY DETERMINES WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY, WHAT YOU ARE TOMORROW DEPENDS ON HOW U LIVE TODAY!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

have you seen....

My childhood?
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Had the chance recently to actually look back into my younger days photo when i was from a toddler until kindergarten, saw and remember alot of things in those days when i still lived in toa payoh, my mom will always return home from work around 10 and with the overhead right in front of our 9th storey HDB i will always run out to wave to my mom whenever she returned from work crossing the bridge, the old pasir ris which is now what everyone called downtown east where it used to have this big amusment park with the bumper car being very popular and always having long queue that time.

Saw pictures when i still had to attend day childcare centre, being taken to pasir park to play, the celebration in the community centre which, when i last went back seems to be so much smaller than i remembered perhaps due to the fact that i am much bigger now?

My Teenage years?
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Was trying to look for songs to listen while doing my work on the net when i suddenly thought of looking for old songs from the cartoon Ranma 1/2 which i remember i was so into when i was still staying in bishan with my group of friends, then went home to flip through my cds as i remembered i still had one disc which i borrow from my friend and till today never returned :p, as a matter of fact i am listening to it now as i am typing this blog article, brings back memories of the time when i spent most of my time at my friends house where almost every night we would gather to watch ranma, sailormoon, play mahjong, blind catch or playstation 1 in the house.....days which i had almost enjoyed fully everyday and everynight from 8pm- 10....11....12.....1am....2am...hahaha keeps getting later but till when i moved over to hougang in sec2 i no longer had much chance to really enjoyed all this anymore.....really missed the days where we can just enjoyed as kids....things were much simpler those days but gone.......things have change good and bad....

we all know once time has passed it cant be turned back....but dont u wish that sometimes there was a time machine where u can go back into the past....not change anything but to reminisce....haha

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Friday, June 25, 2010

Lose yourself....

25th june 2010........ turned a memorable day for me.....its the day i got a few things to remember....4th month....losing myself once again from my bad temper.....

something i thought i forgotten.....or something which i thought i can keep it from everyone and be a happy-go-lucky character but its sad no matter how hard one try to hide his bad self....he can never lose it away from himself....it follows with u a whole life time.....

when things turn bad....i understand that 硬碰硬 will always hurt everyone....but sad to say...my mental is not strong enough to handle such kind of things....i thought i had it...but guess today i was proved wrong by myself.....no other ppl den myself.....

its a terrible feeling which i have not felt for almost years....the aftermath feeling of depression and anger and regret of wat just happened....

true i dun have time to be feeling XJ now....but times are when sometime u really wish there is some place to fall back to....but u know u cant fall and have to look strong on the outside....

i miss the days where i was playing basketball to vent my frustrations and anger on.....hmm....dunno why suddenly pop into my mind.....

time to move and fight........

Saturday, April 03, 2010

伤痕累累

我的天空多么的清新
透明的承诺是过去的空气
牵着我的手
是你但你的笑容
却看不清

是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望也全都被抛弃
最近我无法呼吸
连自己的影子都想逃避(逃避)

BABY 你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈何容易
确定 你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你
BABY 我已不能多爱你一些

其实早已超过了爱的极限
dear, sorry this few days my temper so bad esp on friday night,
i feel very bad than usual that night,
i am sorry, and like u said too much might sound sick but still, DEAR I LOVE YOU

Thursday, March 25, 2010

这是一个开始。。。。

今天是250310。。。。九个月后的今天又会是圣诞节了。。。从今天到那天会是一段很漫长的路。。。这一个月里。。。

快乐了,就微笑。。。

摔破了,拾回来了。。。

使性子,被宠了。。。

撒骄了,虽然不明显但。。。是可爱的

生气了,包容了。。。。。

寂寞了,一句想念说了不知几次。。。

高兴了,就哈哈大笑。。。。

感动了,就拥抱。。。。

为了彼此的事情,牺牲了多少时间,难免有些误解于不快乐。。。

但最终还是。。。。爱着对方。。。走在沙滩上的脚印现在已经不是一双了。。。而是两双。。。。

黄玉娴 谢谢你所给我的一切,HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVESARY,
I LOVE YOU!我爱你!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

幸福的开始

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝 长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你 生命完整的刚好
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝 长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
looking forward to getting our couple ring
it also mark a significant of our togetherness
I LOVE YOU FION!