Rain....

RAIN.....after so long it finally rained today.....felt as if its crying with me......my mind is totally filled up with memories of her still....the time we spent together....the time she knock my helmet while riding....the time we would take walks at labrador.....how she would use to tickle me....our first movie together which i still keep the stubs.....the night at the penjuru reservoir where she finally said "i love you"to me.........

i guess those are gone....its just short story.....ended...so sharply and suddenly.....i tried to stop it....but thats only how much i can do....the pair of hands...one finally decided to stop clapping.....the two sets of footprints in the sand...now back to just one...mine alone again.....

wanted to give her a little surprise for v'day today cause knowing i cant see her on this sat.....but i guess i cant do that anymore....guess i'll just keep wat i bought for her infinitely.....

i cant keep her company at work anymore.....we used to chat the whole day till she finish work worrying she find time slow......i really miss the time every morning looking forward to checking my hp or email for her messages......but now my phone doesnt ring anymore in the morning.....its silent......

i really miss her........

i really do........

no one can help..........

no one........



你终于还是离开了我的身边，跟你的每个回忆我会好好收藏的：我爱你