Perhaps....perhaps...perhaps....

"Shi Ying Wei Ceng Jing Shi Qu Guo De Na Shuang Shou, Ying Wei Hai Pa, Er Bu Gan Zai Yi Ci De Qu Yong You, Er Xuan Ze Bu Qu Zhui Xun Bai Zai Yan Qian De Ling Yi Ge Ji Hui"

"Afraid to ever lose something precious again, I rather choose not to have it only to lose it again, Giving up the chance that was placed right in front of me again, I STOPPED RUNNING AFTER IT AGAIN"

Perhaps somethings u noe they are just not meant to be....u still hold on to it with all ur might, knowing that its pointless in doing anything.....

Perhaps u see that new chance that appear right again in front of u, u choose to simply let it pass and not catch hold of that chance.....

Perhaps one day u regret that u didnt grab the chance that appear right in front of you, u wish u can go back into that time.......

Perhaps one day u come to know that that "chance" stopped in its tracks so that u can grab hold of it, but its all too late.....so very late.....

Had i did wat u requested that time, would we be together even up till now????

Had i stubbornly stopped u in running away that time, would u be happy up till now????

i feel so lost now that no one is leading my way....hand in hand we walk together finding the way through the darkness for the light, but u'll nvr know that i had already found the light the moment u appeared into my life, for because u are the one who gave me the light and will to walk on in this dark world....but u left together with the light u carried with u leaving me back in my darkness again......now that light seem to appear again but yet i choose not to see it .......i rather stay alone in this darkness where no one see me in my pathetic state.....

NO ONE........

ABSOLUTELY NO ONE................