Stupid

haiz....last night sent her an early good night sms....again...no reply....not even a "nitez"...think i really said something wrong....watever i said wrongly "ke ai nu ren, dui bu qi i am so sorry"
i tried not to think....i told my fren i won think.....but if i said i am not thinking abt her at all, i am juz lying to myself.
sometimes i think.....ta shi bu shi you xi huan de ren liao.....tats why she trying to give me distance so i won have the wrong idea.....haiz....stupid me....